This Wednesday was pretty unusual… in a few enjoyable ways.
Even in the heat of summer, we are still horny. It seems like a good opportunity for some cool temperature play.
Much as I want the right to choose, sometimes I just do not want to have to choose. For instance, being sandwiched between two men during Double Penetration is hot, but so is being fucked sequentially by two men… and choosing between the two acts can occasionally be difficult. So, huzzah for getting both, like I did on Wednesday.
Being in tune with others’ feelings does not come naturally to me. So, I have worked at being considerate so that it is second nature to me. Despite having discussed it for many months (possibly years) with SwingBot, I still struggle with being demanding about what I want. It taps too much into my genuine nature, the one that I routinely suppress.
Society dictates that selfishness is bad, despite the fact it is a natural drive. Selfishness to the point of doing harm to others is bad, but some selfishness can be good.
Like taking what I want from my partner this past Tuesday night.
SwingBot, BG, and I go to a club. I am going Greedy Girl style; any stranger that wants to fuck me gets to do so.
Talking about sex can be surprisingly difficult sometimes, particularly when stating what one wants. This issue came up on this Wednesday’s play date.
I woke Sunday morning with a clear vision for the evening’s plans in my head. With the bedroom dimly lit for mood and the bed made for sex, I would have SwingBot lie on his back, spread his legs, and let me play with his ass before I fucked it with a strap-on and stroked his cock with my hand. As I rose, I told myself that I should set everything up as I thought of it… and that a calendar reminder would not hurt, either. I have a bad habit of thinking in the morning of kinky evening plans, and forgetting by afternoon.
BG came for a play date this Wednesday. Despite his being with us for five hours, the date seemed short to me.